Clearly, school has been already gg on for 2 weeks alr but im not very happy with the mods this sem. I have actually spent 5 hours w/o lunch staring at lecturers blank in their faces. I duno if they can tell im confused or maybe im just the only one there being confused and stares at him. The rest may be just sleeping or looking somewhere else?

Another thing abt this sem is that im not very sure which line to go into (which i shld have an idea by now and most likely what i shld do for my fyp). But i still feel lost. And recently I realised tat studying compared to working is so much better. Cos during the course of studying, assumptions and everything else can be made and I can live in my comfort zone. When ure working, everything may change and people will try every means to go against you. Maybe thats how I feel abt the working life right now. This is making mi lose interest in both of them. I rather play and not study. But im currently stuck in this dilemma, I should have just applied for the course I prefer from the start. It seems too late to regret now... Maybe I hafta think of an alternative?

Im actually looking forward to my birthday. I have been planning for quite some time now and bits and pieces of the minor details are already falling in place. And I feel that it is my most precious piece of work up till now. But I realli dun want projects to spoil the mood (which I think would most likely be the case).

It seems like its gg rain soon. I would very much like the rain cos the weather this few days is really hot. May the rain lead mi into my wonderful dreamland! :)