Normally, people or maybe general public like to go for retail/exercise/wat not therapy, i rather bus therapy. BUS therapy (is a name that i sorta created and tot of, not too sure if it really exists) is something like u take a bus and after the journey u feel much better. Wonder if anyone have ever experienced BUS therapy, hmph! Whats so good about it? When i take the bus alone, i would like to choose the window sit, listen to music and look at the scenery. Its quite enjoyable.

During the journey, I would see the sky and changing sceneries. Ok! But in the process, i admire the sky and stuffs. Sometimes, i may just sleep but wake up feeling refresh. When i admire the sky and ponder, I found that it is quite and really linked to life. It can be used to describe the life that i have been through so far. Till now, i admit that i can be considered a protected vegetation in the cosy greenhouse. I do not really like to change or maybe grow up in the real 'ugly' world (whatever it might be!). But, we dun haf any choice besides accepting the harsh fact and move on with it.

The sky is ever changing as u all haf experienced or seen in our daily life. It might rain, shine brightly or have occasional (i would consider them rather frequent) disasters, be it hurricane or what not. They more or less describe the mood of humans. The rain being when one is sad and feel like crying. The sky cry with us. The bright shining sun indicating the joy that one have in life. While the disasters indicates the occasional mood swings that one might have. You see, they are so much alike, both humans and the weather conditions. In life, not all the time we will be happy, its mixed. Comparably, we might see dark clouds forming in the sky indicating that trouble is brewing. Then, imagine the bus (being a human being or any individual) who tries to race against the dark clouds, heading for a clear and sunny tomorrow. But if u stop or alight from the bus, we will somehow realise that no matter how hard we run from them, they will eventually reappear. In this, we should learn to solve the problem rather than avoid them.
Sometimes when things do not go well, we blame others but not ourself for the mistake. We try to put the load on others shoulder and not think that it might be our own fault.

Till now, i sorta understand what i do not want in my life. While i am still searching for what i want out of life. Many a times, we or rather i feel lost in the 'BIG' world. Sometimes, when we try very hard to avoid committing the same mistakes that we once made, we end up committing them. Quite contradicting though. Things dun always go the way we want it to be. It's like we try to hard to predict the future which can't be determine until it has become a present.

It an art to be satisfied with the life we have. ZHI ZU (知足) :):)

spider = zhizhu = zhi zu = 知足... not that there is a link

but i hope i will be 知足 with the life in mi!!!! :):)
Everyone should too! Treasure it like i (am trying to) do for mine. :);)