it was like a so unproductive day ytd
was INTENDING to study
u get what i mean right... haiz
felt guilty and disappointed with myself
but theres nothing much i can do today as its like a whole day of LECTURES
and had some errands to run
in the end? 2 unproductive days
i am tired but i sleep with fear
its so uncomfortable... i wonder y is this happening to mi
it never does work in such a way for mi
and its not a gd sign
i used to want to slp
the beautiful dreams i will gt to see
the frequent escape from reality
it seems harder now... and for the yrs to come?? EVEN HARDER needless to say
unless maybe it comes back to mi agn
I BEG U TO!!! JUST COME BACK!!!!

ok.... i admit, i shld apologize for not understanding how some lessons shld be LEARNT
till now, i feel i cant write a good essay
good essay as in one in which ur points are coherent
ppl able to understand and see wat u intend to tell them
my sentence structure is like shit
everything like shit la
how am i gg go for the 3 exams that require essays??
i need to be able to put forth my ideas more comprehensively and understandably
as in beta sentence structure
improvements it shall be.... i have more than any others to do for the exams
hope to be able to make it
language... smth i sux at

being alone is quite fun sometimes...
im glad i gotta be alone today
sometime u just wonder around, do ur own things
dun hafta worry that ure imposing on ppl
that ppl dun wan to see wat u wan to see
i duno... sometimes i prefer to do things slowly/fast
at the speed i wan to... be amused myself
after all ive been alone for almost 19 yrs alr
and the fun, undeniable
just a food of thought la:) no offence to anyone:)

exams is coming like wild fire
and i mean it
it's like next sat morning
and for that mod, im so screwed
i duno wats lintel and parapet
shit!!!! i only noe cement, timber, pits, foundation
i think i'll make it to lintel and parapet soon
it has to be

as for sc1101e, i need u examples, will u fly to my head??
for ge2204?? i nid ur brains man... i did lit of urban geo in sec much less never even touched it in jc... wow!!! congrats... ure on here...but its comin up last
more?? st1131, cheat sheet, still thinking of a way
and lastly 1101, i THINK I NOE U... u get wat i mean??? its like a super fresh mod??? but i prefer fresh salmon, at least it gt digested in my stomach and i am satisfied

ok... its becoming like crappy here
pls RAIN!!!!! the fire will be gone soon!!!:):)